Wednesday made workout 3 and boy o boy was I proud of myself I made it to 3. But before I got to 3 I had a journey. First I was off, so after I dropped my bf off at work, I returned home and went back to sleep, which I had to do because our son, woke up at 5:30 a.m. I had to get him back to sleep before he messed up his sleeping pattern. I woke back up around 8 or 9 a.m. and I was sore. I could feel the pain in my thighs and arms but not in my abs at all. Which honestly, pissed me of because I need my tummy to go down. I'm walking around here like I'm 3 months preggy or something. And do you know how embarrassing it is for someone to ask if you are and you say "No, I'm just fat." Since he was up, I knew I couldn't workout. So, again for the third day I asked myself "Do you want to workout today?" and surprisingly I said "yea." Don't get me wrong, I still suffer from "I'm lazy and would rather watch TV" syndrome but I also have this thing about me that says "If you cannot devote at least 30 minutes to making healthier choices in life..you won't have much of a life to live."
After I made him breakfast, got him ready for daycare, dropped him and then went to the store to make a fruit salad and by some tee shirts. (I have pants but no shirts). Once I fought through the emotions of working out, I got home and was ready to see Jillian, Natalie, and Anita. I can honestly say that this was a first for me. I popped in the DVD and was able to keep up. During the workout, I noticed that my endurance was better, I didn't take as many breaks as before, I felt a little stronger. And my will power to lose weight, be fit and be healthy was reflected in the way I worked out. I mean, I usually create an excuse and don't workout on days 3 or 4 which usually leads to an #epicfail. But not this time. Not making an excuse felt good. It felt good to my body and my mind...I'm a horrible liar. For 30 minutes, I sweated, exhaled, grunted and pushed forward...with one thought. "I ain't gone be no b****" but seriously, I told myself that I will not be fat or unhealthy anymore, I have a son looking up to me.
Honestly, he does and I love it. He is another motivator. When he sees me workout, he tries to workout too. It's a great feeling to do something positive and your child tries to do it too because they are learning and making great memories. My son also motivates me by eating more fruits...he eats fruits and some veggies and yogurt instead of candy and chips. He will eat candy and chips but he doesn't eat them or want them often. That makes me eat healthier...which I made a bomb fruit salad. The salad was made of purple grapes, watermelon, pineapple, mandarin oranges, cantaloupe, kiwi and strawberries.
If you are struggling to lose weight or are just plain ol' lazy... you will never reach that goal just wanting to do it. Honestly, you have to get up and move. Eating right, drinking water and working out a ill help you live longer and feel better. Since I'm only 3 days in, I can say I feel better. Less stress, not as tired and I feel good. It may take some time to get down to my goal of 180 but I am looking forward to going shopping and having a better toned body.
I have worked out for 3 days and Thursday will be day 4. I'm almost at my mini goal....to workout for 10 days. I make a lot of mini goals that lead to the big goal becase it seems easier to handle. I know it's weird but it's a jasmne thing.
Later, loves.
Zuka JasmineBoney
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